I guess I can’t face what I’m feeling inside after all.
I don’t know what is your reason for appearing into my life the way that you did. All that I know is that I fell for you. Pretty damn hard. Your unique, intriguing personality presented by that pretty darn cute face of yours.
Well, I do admit there does exist a certain part of me that loathes you for not returning the affection that I showered upon you.
Seems like, at the end of it all, I can’t always be the nice guy.
Wait, all this is going nowhere for me. I should let go.
I created this blog, as a means for me to get in tune with my feelings and emotions. A tool to which I write out what I’ve been keeping inside of me. A platform of sorts for which I could discern what had been troubling me lately. A rough gauge on my personal development. Some self-evaluation type of habit of mine. Whatever la, I’ m really just dabbling nonsense at this point. The world was supposedly somehow going to end on this day, December 21st. Yeah sure >.<
I know its Christmas but I just feel like I’m missing something, someone. I’m not sure what’s gonna into me all of a sudden. Its 2.44am. Perhaps I should turn in. Yeah, I should go sleep.